Cousken’s Weblog

Allright so i think i’ve proved that i simply can’t write one post a day even with the best of intentions and good motivation Maybe if i had a stable job, at a desk, with some downtime every day , or maybe it it was summer, or simply my life wasn’t like cigarette smoke going through a fan (metaphor, people). To explain how my life looks right now, i’ll briefly describe my last two days…

On Thursday i worked from 10 to 14 with Pyregrass, then i had to go in to Malmö för a job interview, and work from 17 to 20, came home at 21, basically fell asleep. On Friday i was at school working with pyregrass from 10 to 16.45. As soon as i came home i had the washroom booked, then i went to buy some groceries with Toste, and alter on we made dinner and hung out the rest of the evening… Now is basically the first time since thrusday that i’m spending some ‘recreational’ time in front of the computer.

Martina came to visit from America yesterday. Still haven’t talked to her besides some hectic messages over msn while i was working, but apparently there’s lots of people coming over tonight and she will be there too… It’s a weird mix of knowing that i should not hang out and being happy that she’s back. I how she will treat me this time around. I wasn’t particularly happy about our interaction since the break up, but hey, that’s very easy to understand.

To be honest all i want to do tonight is to.. sleep extra much. Rest. I deserve rest. I’d also like to play more World ends with you… there’s 350 pins in that game to collect, some evolve from other… isn’t that more than there were pokemon in the first game? Anyway, unfortunately for me i’m a ‘good chap’, so i bought a bottle of wine and probably going to socialise with people anyway….

I’ve been listening to Tanacious D quite a lot recently, especially Tribute and The Metal. Those songs have some sort of energy which i can channel to keep me going … i really need it I have i soft spot for music that just makes you want to do things, you know? Music for the body, music for the soul….

Incidentally, it took me 2 hours to write this post. Not because i’ve put soo much time into it, or that i’m this slow. Simply distractions, like chatting with Sara for example… I think i’ll end this now tho But you know what would be great, if people acctualy comment a little bit on my posts That would be a great and greatly needed kick of energy