I’ve had just about enough
This has been one crapy week. It’s like everything just aligned perfectly to make me miserable. Even my ******* game breaks and now i have to wait for a gm, 380 in front of me in que. Good luck with that…
So it started with my Xbox breaking. Not so serious, but still ticked me off. Then we got extra work from school, which forced me to cancel all the plans i had for the week. I don’t even remember most of the small thing but there was constantly something the entire week. A store was out of something i wanted, i just missed a bus, and something went not as I planed it… And i hate when my plans fail. Really hate.
So i thought maybe the weekend will make up for it but no-o. In total, 4 of my … friend back out of previous arrangements at two occasions, all of them less than 8 hours before we were supposed to meet… The first one was ok, kind of had a valid reason, but all of this crap is just PILING UP! I’m seriously trying to sound pissed off here, I’m not sure I’m any good at it.
Oh yeah, and i have school on Sunday at 10.30, then i have to go buy flowers for my, so i hope i will make it in time… that’s the last and only thing i still can look forwards to in this week.
People ditching me happen uncomfortably often. This irks me probably more than other people, because of the things in life i don’t like, having my plans ruined is in the top 3, if not the thing i hate the most. I was discussing this with a friend over a pizza, kind of saying that since it happens to me all the time i should be used to it… Lack of self respect? But otherwise i’d probably lose many friends if i’d get angry every time they bail… His point was if people don’t respect the time and effort i put into meeting them, are they really friends worth having? I’m seriously going to give this some thought.
*curses a lot* Seriously.
Just not to talk about negative things all the time, i’ve started playing Age of Conan, which i like very much so far, and the outlook is that i will like it even more with time. Other positive things…. ****, beats me.
I’m going back to work…
Andrzej said,
May 26, 2008 at 6:53 pm
Hi mate,
awfully sorry to hear your Xbox died on you … but hey, whatya gonna do, right ?
The damn thing is basically destined to RROD at some point. Try looking at the bright side – they will prolly fix you up with a new cooling system, or maybe ship you a falcon instead ..
Also – dont feel bad about crap piling up, and stuff not going the way you planned.
Just endure, and it will pass… hopefully you wont LOL
Anyway – its cool to see you blogging on a regular basis, I know it takes a lot of discipline to keep doing it continuously, keep up! I enjoyed our last meeting in RL – and honestly man, we need to set a channel of communicating other than gmail chat (that is if you feel like it).
I am interested to see what projects you are currently involved in at the university. There is so much cool stuff going on on teh interweb nowadays – its tough to keep up. Start-ups, webisodes, new gadgets, new forms of communication – hey I say we should collaborate on something cool, what say you, sir ?
If you feel like it – drop me a line.
Also – cool to see you playin Age Of Conan – had high hopes for that title myself, just I dont see myself doing a serious time commitment for a mmo right now… Maybe sometime later ?
okay – stay positive, and keep rollin on mate !
have a nice day
Andy